There's so much going on right now. I'm still undecided about my car, for example. The Jeep lease ends mid April and I just cannot seem to decide what to do. I thought I had it figured out recently - since I only have 19,000 miles on the car, and it's a close-ended lease, it makes sense to buy out the lease and immediately sell the car, since I could sell it for about a $1000 bucks more than I'd buy it. But then I found out that if I do that, I have to pay the sales-tax on the car. That would be at least a $1000, and I couldn't ask a prospective buyer to pay me back for the sales tax. So that seems to indicate that there's not much point in buying the car after all. If this is confusing to you too, join the club!

I've finally written the first draft of the script for my first serious movie. All the parts are cast (even though my friend Brett doesn't yet know about his small role in the movie). Now I just have to wait for some nice weather. For a while, it seemed like I even had a cameraman lined up - a real filmmaker - but since he's finishing up his own movie for the upcoming Gay and Lesbian Film-Festival here, he's had to back out.

And the big prozac experiment has ended. I mentioned last year that my Doctor had prescribed it for me to see if it could help out with the fatigue problem that constantly dogs me. Well, it did help out - in a big way. The last few months I've had more energy than I know what to do with. But! And it's a big but! It's had the unfortunate side effect of severely limiting my sexual performance, and I'm just too young and horny to let that go so easily. So, as a test, I decided to stop taking it this past weekend, and hoped that my fatigue would not return. Unfortunately, the fatigue returned immediately, and in a big way. I'm aware that there could be a kind of reverse-placebo effect taking place here, but even so, it's a shade discouraging. What's it to be: energy or erections, I can't have both!